I've had many feelings bottled up for long enough. I think I've been attention seeking way too hard nowadays, always trying to make every conversation about me, or at least that's what I see, I just want people to notice my struggles. I can't just fucking do something without showing it to someone, but not for a good healthy reason, but because I _crave_ validation and that makes me feel like I can't do or say anything without wanting people to tell me I did good or ANY kind of opinion on the things I do. I find myself to be mediocre at everything I do, but I don't even know if it's perfectionism or just low self-esteem at this point anymore. Anyways that's it, just something I needed to

tu n'es qu'une pauvre conne en manque de pouvoir qui jouit de pouvoir sanctionner quelqu'un. Si ce n'étais pas le cas tu aurais juste accepter que je supprimes ma publication. Tu dois vraiment avoir une vie de merde.

People will not share the same thoughts as I do, but despite the amount of suffering, I carry the excitement to see the raw world with my own view. I have been too worried of death despite having a young age, just from watching the reality of my parent’s faces growing weathered, and only seeing remnants of my grandmother’s existence (her clothing, pictures, diaries) when I watched her scold me, and laugh until tears prickled at the corners of her eyes, from just a year ago Come to think about it, I believe we do remember the best parts of someone once they have died, my grandmother often scolded me until my father had to defend me, saying that “it is still morning time” and I “have school

I'll have some grammatical and orthographic mistakes since English is not my first language, but I'm desperate to "talk" about this with someone else that're not my friends. I turned 23 recently, and I feel like I've not done anything in my life, like yeah I "work" in the family business, but I don't do like the big thing, and I'm often tired and demotivated to do anything, and I know I should at least try and begin with something, but the more I think about task I need to complete, the more is the urge to procrastinate, and I hate this feeling. I've been feeling like this for a long time, and I don't know what to do about it, I know I'm lazy and I know I'm useless and I don't know how

I genuinely feel like the only one going through this rn is, with people around me. I’m a just a teenage girl in highschool and literally everything feel so heavy. Which honestly I think everyone has thst own issues ofc but these days I feel so alone, despite me having a rlly great bond with my family and like 1 or 2 friends I just feel alone all the time and everyone’s life is moving forward while mine is going backwards. I had lots breakups but I never knew friendship breakups would hurt so fucking bad abd the worst part is I have see the ppl I used to love and talk to every single day and watch them being with their other friends while I sit alone all the time. At least I don’t have to se

happy new year to everyone, especially u

I feel so fucking miserable everyday and I always think of ending everything but I'm too scared that they'll find out b4 I even get to kill myself and scold the shit out of me. One time, my mom saw the “scratches” on my arm — once we got home, instead of comfort, I was let with harsh words thrown at me. I told myself I wouldn't slit my wrists again but I couldn't help it, the thing that I used to slit my wrists were broken shards of the mug that I accidentally pushed. I “punished” myself for who knows what reason but it felt right to me. I've done it in the 6th grade, up until now. I've been always called fat by my family, and they don't know that it hurts the fuck out of me. I'm already dis

Hello, it's currently the lasts days of 2025 in this timezone, its really somber and its happy but i just can't get this feeling off, being groomed is an ass. I was in a roleplaying game called "After The Flash" i know its a roblox game but i enjoyed it, its even my favourite game of 2020 until i met "Franciasgrace" she's gone by now deleted her and shit. Francaisgrace or what i call her by "Leze" was probably one of the most human person i've ever met she had her ups and downs but our relationship was so fucked up. I didn't like how she was outright mean or rude or just an ass sometimes and everyone just excuses it or blames me for it at times calls me for it and they never questio

I just want to enjoy life but im so tired for a long long long time. I try to enjoy things yet i dont enjoy it. I wonder why am I alive sometimes....no... I wonder why I was born.

Lost ebay auction so sad weeping it’ll never be mine

i made plans to kms at the end of alevels. my mental health was just screwed to shit, constantly paranoid about people after years of being told about what people said before my back, almost being raped by a guy, failing grades and other shit. got to where i felt i had literally no one in my life except people on line (even tho i did have a few friends irl), who eventually ended up grooming me and making me feel even worse. decided that i was gonna overdose and that for my last year id do as much stuff for myself as i could. i finished games and shows that id lost all energy for, tried almost every drug on darkweb markets and tried spending more time with my family until i ended up getting

Hey, shithead bands on tour, shut the fuck up with the political rants and play the music !!!

2025 almost over and nothing changed

Fucking bullshit

TO ALL THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS WHO HAVE TRIED TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL THIS YEAR: 1) You’re ugly. You make the Grinch look sexy. 2) You’re ugly…on the INSIDE too! like a reverse Quasimodo. expect still ugly on the outside. 3) That thing you call a nose? Yeah, I think the Egyptians want their pyramid back. And no, those wannabe hipster glasses don’t help. They–are–atrocious. 4) You’re mean, bitter, selfish, and don’t mind cutting people down so you can stack and climb up their defeated bodies to the top. Well, guess what? You ain’t fucking bringing me down, bitch! 5) You’re immature. Seriously. Did you never watch Sesame Street? Learn to say please and thank you. Learn to listen and use y

I was diagnosed with severe dyslexia in second grade when I was the only one in my class who still couldn’t read. Since then, I’ve taken many, many classes to work through it, and I’m now proud to say that I’m pretty dang close to normal, but that doesn’t mean that it magically no longer affects me. It’s not like the problem can just disappear. My reading speed is still half that of most of my friends, and it’s hard as hell to do sometimes. People always ask me why I hated reading as a kid, and the answer is simple: It was hard. I’ve now learned the glory that can be found in books, but that doesn’t mean it’s easier to do. Sometimes I just want to give up on trying because it’s taking so