Hello, it's currently the lasts days of 2025 in this timezone, its really somber and its happy but i just can't get this feeling off, being groomed is an ass.

I was in a roleplaying game called "After The Flash" i know its a roblox game but i enjoyed it, its even my favourite game of 2020 until i met "Franciasgrace" she's gone by now deleted her and shit.

Francaisgrace or what i call her by "Leze" was probably one of the most human person i've ever met she had her ups and downs but our relationship was so fucked up.

I didn't like how she was outright mean or rude or just an ass sometimes and everyone just excuses it or blames me for it at times calls me for it and they never question what they were saying to me.

but despite her rude and brash outside she is a human, sometime i still wish she was here, just not weird or an ass all the time and especially that because what made me vent out was her being an ass

I was so emotional so fucking dumb for my age of course to the point i accidentally said too much stuff about our fucked up relationship, it was consensual but still she knew what she was doing.

she did things to me that i wish she didn't do, but i didn't meant to ruin her alltogether

And i was quite young as hell compared to her, and i really wish she'd stopped doing those things to me and also i would've have to guts to deny or just say no or stop thinking about it to enable it a

I thought this was Normal when it isn't just because i gave consent just because she was cool just doesn't justify it.

I wish i would've stopped she should've told me to stop

but she indulged.

and i wish i didn't said those shit towards the reporter because now i ruined a good friendship and she's never gonna come back so, its done what the fuck can i do ask for a genie?.

I didn't deserve this, i was shaking and scared once people found out and i was fucking scared as shit when i was testifying for Leze in the appeals servers.

Customization Hell, 3ND, USRF, ATF you name it, or you don't give a fuck because you'd barely knew this fandoms

Its shit.. i fucking felt shit for snitching because despite the grooming and predatory shit she did to me she also protected me and said that i was her digital mom and so i trusted her.

i dont have motivation to do shit because i fear getting found out.

i wanted to have a youtube career but people would just say i'm the guy who got groomed by francaisgrace

and in the last moments she said that she'd do suicide and blocked me and deleted her account and i feel fucking haunted and i thought my keyboard was filled with blood.

I'm fucking haunted by ruining someones internet life and everything she'd gained and me losing a valuable friend i cared even if she was toxic to me

I only wish this new year wouldn't be fucked up as the rest.