i hate having social anxiety i hate how i was homeschooled my whole life cause now its so hard for me to get myself out there and make new friends. The only friends that i have suck and are mean to me and we rarely talk anymore. I don’t know how I’m going to survive on my own. I feel so left out and falling behind in life. Kids my age are going out, making memories and having fun. I’m just in my room everyday, doomscrolling with no one to talk to. And when i do try to talk to someone, I’m always ignored and never acknowledged at all. It hurts I’m so tired of this.