I can't tell if my friends just genuinely dislikes me; or find me annoying and sees me as a burden. I have a few friends that I talk to frequently, they are all nice and treat me decently, but it feels like talking to a wall sometimes. I was hanging out with my friend yesterday, and she promised me we'd FaceTime the upcoming morning. I've been waiting the since 8AM, and I haven't gotten a single call, not even a message. I tried calling her, messaging her, and she just haven't responded.. I know I'm overreacting, but it's not the first time she's done this. Also when I look at other chats from friends, I wait about a week (At worse) from one of my friends, and she doesn't even respond to what I was saying, and say something completely different. There's so many things I have shared with her, that she hasn't replied to. I talk a lot, yeah. I tend to over share, correct.. But I feel ignored. Another friend I talk to, I sent a message August 9th, 2024. Got a response March 17th, 2025. It was a short message too.. Sent him stuff that he never even responded to, that made me second think it, so I deleted it and said hi. He responded so quickly, making me feel like he ignored my other messages.

I wish I could say something about it, but they have good reasons, like school, mental health, and breaks. But it doesn't just feel like reasons anymore, just excuses to ignore me. I just don't know if I'm that annoying.. Worst part is that they are my only friends, and do this at the same time, so I'm just alone until someone replies, so I can respond and wait another week for the response.

I might just be over reacting, but I feel alone, the only socializing I do is when I go to an autism club once every month.(which isn't till January, because it's cancelled in December due to everyone being busy.) I go to an online school, so I can kinda socialize with the teachers I suppose..

Am I overreacting?