i’m currently 7 months pregnant this is my first baby.. i was pregnant before a year ago but i lost the baby early on i can’t seem to feel happy because i feel like the odds are against me , i have had issues and instability since i found out and i feel like i can’t be happy just in case i loose this baby … my living situation went down hill i had my own place but was laid off for company reasons (everyone was laid off) i moved in with a relative and one of them smokes fentanyl i brought it up multiple times if they can do it else where but they don’t listen and do it in the house it’s frustrating i haven’t even saved money or bought anything for the baby i just feel like the traumatic loss from last time isn’t allowing me to be excited or happy and i always think there’s a problem with the baby i just feel so tired and stressed x the dad is in the picture and has been doing everything he can to make sure we’re okay but i still feel like i can’t be excited or happy it doesn’t feel genuine and i want to be happy and excited i just feel like everything im going through in life right now is back to back and a lot financially and mentally