It's not fucking funny that you pretend to put little guns to your head and say you're about to kill yourself. Unless you have spent nights crying ove how terrified you are of actually ending it, how much you want to be gone, how every fucking little things triggers a part of your brain saying I'm going to slit my wrists and bleed out, then you don't understand and do not get to say those things. Because people who understand the gravity and pain do not scream it out as a joke; it's a little sign to their closest people, a pissed off comment, a joke masking the real emotion. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP