Crying Rants
I fucking hate my birthday so much. How can so many people forget?! If I forgot their birthday MONTH they would probably be angry at me. My friend suggested to my teacher that we should write a very important test ON MY BIRTHDAY even though I kept telling her I don't want to do that. Guess what. He moved it to my birthday. So I wrote an important exam yesterday at 8 am AND SHE STILL FORGOT IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY. Literally only one of my friends got me a gift. Not to be that person, I could care less. But in my friend group we always gift each other something AND bake and decorate a cake with a theme the person would enjoy. THEY DID THAT FOR EVERYONE EXCEPT ME. Also my family got me a vacuum. A VACUUM. FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
I feel like i am drifting from all my friends, but not becoming close to anyone. There loads going on in my life right now, ive argued with my mum, moved in with my nan and i admit, people may not want to talk to me because of the situation, but right now i need people who i can just vent to or just spend time with, and to be frank, there is no one there!