Sitting alone on my birthday and drinking since nobody gives a fuck. Only 'happy birthday' I got was from an automated message board bot. Sat alone at a restaurant for two hours waiting for people who didn't show, got a 'sorry, can't make it, rain check? :)' message after texting asking if they were still coming. Don't know why I bother hoping, nobody gives a fuck about me anyways. Bought myself a bottle of vodka, gonna crawl into bed, cry my eyes out and drink till I pass out.